Cui!

Such a cold morning. Thought I was going to freeze to death when the wind blew at me when I passed by the window. This is no ordinary cold weather. This is kena-blown-most-probably-will-tio-asthma-attack kind of cold weather.

Yesterday was alot of fun. Those who came, I'm not going to thank you. I think you should thank me for asking you along. *smirks* Indoor ACE!

Apparently, the first impression that I give people is always that I'm fierce and hostile.
And the impression just starts going downhill from there. I become a childish (maybe even infant-ish) and super chor lor girl waiting for Woodbridge to be willing to take me in 'cos the current technology and manpower they have aren't enough to handle me.

Why am I such a sad girl? Why don't people ever try to believe me when I tell them I'm actually matured and gentle? Sighs..

Anyway, my dreams nowadays are always a mixture of different scenarios:

The bad one.
I dreamt about lots of sickly babies. One was even coughing up blood. OMG, I'm having goosebumps just typing about it now. Really scary. I wanted to go hug the babies but I was worried I might cause them more internal injury. OMG!!!

The worse one.
I dreamt that Mr XXX tried to hold my hand. I told him I cannot let him hold my hand, 'cos I cannot be his girlfriend yet. Still don't have licence, not properly tested.
As I was worrying that I might have hurt him with my words, he told me,
"It's ok, I'm just going to treat you like my nu2 bi4 (as in, the emperor's servant. NU2 BI4.). Like that can hold you hand or not?"
I thought about it for a while and said, "Oh, like that then ok lor."

Sky ah...!!! What is wrong with me?

Anyway, thanks to Jing Yang also, for doing a thorough analysis of what kind of partner will be suitable for me. I didn't ask him for it. He just suddenly randomly talked about it. Super crappy, that boy. HAHAHA.