Gimme more strength!

SO, how's the last few entries? Happy enough? Hope I made you all happy! But you know, like everything, the mood in my blog is a cycle. So I guess it's gonna be downdowndown again in this entry.

Just want a record of events in my life, thus I'm writing it down. Wish I can help it. Wish I'm able to always share good news. But no, things have to happen so that the cycle can occur.

It's karma, I tell you. What I've done to others is happening to me. And now I know how damaging it is. I hate to say this, but I'm damn.. nevermind. Whining is not gonna help.

Just FYI, it's Mr XXX that idiot lah.

I can't seem to be able to figure it out. I NEVER seem to be able to figure such things out.

Anyway, I've decided not to try figuring it out anymore.

I'm going to like a person with more determination this time round! I'm going to be more patient. Just going to like you like that. It's been some time since I felt so gong, but sometimes, being able to feel so gong without being pressured to give it up can be a happy thing.

Yup, Mr XXX, I guess you're sway, you're still the one.