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Oh no.. Think I scared some of you with my previous entry. Haha! No worries, it's just the Hanxiang's occasional release of violence. Normally I only stop at shouting and maybe throwing things around, like a bag of Ruffles chips so that it ends up in super small pieces and after that regretting throwing it when I open the bag to see what has become of the poor chips. SuperSmall-sized chips don't taste good. As if having to be eaten is not pathetic enough, the bag of Ruffles had to be brutally mistreated by me before that. *sighs* Oh well, at least I don't stifle all that violence and wait for something worse to happen when I finally explode right? Imagine, 10 times of Ruffles murder cases can easily lead to a human case man! At least potato chips are non-living things lor! OMG, I'm so relieved I'm always MILDLY violent instead of being VERY violent once in a blue moon. The ability to always look on the bright side is really a talent! Something to think about, Why are we like that? Because of the environment we are in, or because we are naturally like that? Say, you're a Human Resource headhunter. Ok, not talking about violence here, I assure you. HR headhunters literally hunt for heads. Hunt as in, search and convince. Head as in, talented people, normally those holding leadership positions in their companies. Yup, put simply, HR headhunters have damn good interpersonal skills and are able to get leaders in organizations to give up their present jobs and join another company. Of course, in achieving this, they get large sums of commission, that's why headhunters earn a lot. But that's besides the point. What I am trying to get at now is, with the great interpersonal skills they have, we would assume they will be good with all kinds of people, ya? But why did I hear about a headhunter who's a father who cannot communicate with HIS OWN KIDS? He's able to conquer the hearts of even strangers and make them do things to change their lives, but when it comes to his own kids, he's helpless. BIG JOKE HUH? A big BITTER joke that is. SO, the Superman we see in the office is not that super afterall, when it comes to his role as a father. From another perspective, if you're the eldest in the family and have been taking care of your siblings and your friends all this while, is it because you conditioned yourself to be like that, because you've been like that since your life began and have no other choice, or because you really like being the big sister, always taking care of people? Even if you enjoy being like that, will you get tired of it one day and hope for change? Will the headhunter feel like giving up his career one day and spend more time with his family? But, will his image in the eyes of his kids be so fixed already that they will feel difficulty accepting him as another person? Will they be able to see the father in him, instead of the person who only brings money home? Ok, I'm confusing myself further. If only life is just about shuai ges! Blog Song - 陪你等天亮 眼看星星落下 窗外一点一点出现阳光 抚摸我的头 你说我很怕 我们都是这样 一面带着伤痕一面飞翔 难过的时候 有我在身旁 我陪你等天亮 拥抱着一起分享 能放心的哭一场 是再微笑的力量 只有你明白我的疯狂 不管故事有多长 世界对我太善良 这一路上有你 我变得坚强 你知道我多傻 在你面前从来不用逞强 听我说说话 让我靠一下 我们都是这样 想要幸福却都跌跌撞撞 可是不要怕 有我在身旁 我陪你等天亮 拥抱着一起分享 能放心的哭一场 是再微笑的力量 只有你明白我的疯狂 无论故事有多长 世界对我太善良 这一路上有你 我变得坚强 你才看见 我早已经学会 就算逆风 也能好好带着祝福不再流泪 勇敢地飞 然后分享那种喜悦