super random

I'm wondering if I'm acting too crazy for my own good. Hanxu said I don't have to go to such extents to make people around me laugh. I told her I can't stand boredom, so it's better if people feel entertained at every single moment. She said in the adult world, that is not necessary. In other words, I got to start learning to adapt to occasional periods of boredom and just, you know, be bored. Then again, I don't clown around ALWAYS. I only do that when I'm with my close friends, friends whom I'm willing to show my true self to. Ok, I admit I shocked my JC volleyball team-mates a little because I was totally not like this during JC, but Secondary School volleyball team-mates will know that I was just not myself during JC. I guess you girls just have to start getting used to it. I'm really amazed why some of you can still be amazed by the Hanxiang now. 2 years since the end of JC already leh, my dear girls! Hello? 我就是这样的 lor! An zua? Buei hua hee ah?! (For Hokkien-idiots, this translates to, "Why? Not happy ah?" There are just some people like me who can afford to talk like this but still appear demure. 天生的. You're asking why? Well.. Wa mana eh zai? OMG, I didn't plan this, but it rhymes! Two of my friends are war-ing now over some misunderstanding. Reminds me of the time when I war-ed with Tan Zhen Qin, aka The Unbeatable Best Friend. It was so serious at the time it happened, so much that I cried for the first time ever in my school life when she started giving me the cold shoulder. Of course, the crying was done at home. In school, it was just act act strong, act like nothing big happened and of course, act like I-hate-you-too. These two friends are doing similar stuff, I think. I think only, just in case they really don't give a damn about it, like what one of them told me when I started worrying like an auntie for their friendship. But I'm sure they will find it very funny when they look back at it next time, after they've made up with each other, just like how me and Zhen Qin always laugh at each other when we talk about that incident now. Qin 姐姐 hor? I love my friends super alot! And my family too!