Reaching the end of the rainbow.

Last weekend and this week was funtime and nothing else. Ok, maybe I felt a little crappy when I went back to work on Wednesday and I was having a tap for a nose on Friday, but other than those, it was wow-wee all the way.

I love this week so much I'm hating it now. Last weekend was when the rollercoaster ride started. It's coming to a halt now and I'm feeling the emptiness after yet another experience of extreme happiness. This's definitely a bad thing.

Ruoying flew back last Sunday - hate to say goodbye.
Trina's flying back to Melbourne today - don't like the feeling, even if I'll be seeing her again come June.
I'm taking off to nowhere in particular, from Future Electronics, exactly two weeks from now.
Two weeks before, I was still super happy I've finally tendered my resignation letter. At least I no longer have to whisper to some and lie to others.
Now, I just think I'll be missing all that the company has given me alot when I'm gone - the colleagues, my cubicle, even the part numbers maybe.

I thought I'd be forgotten just like that, but even people like Desmond Lee, salesperson whom I hated initially, has asked to have dinner (not lunch!) next week.
That just makes things even harder. So ya, I hate him more now. Haha.

Anyways, I was just hanging out with Trina on Monday and Tuesday and Thursday with Jose and Vicky too.
Think I'm old enough to not have so many strings attached to so many things and be mature to let go when I have to. But somehow I'm always falling.
And even for lunchtimes at work, it'll be just exactly 10 more days asking Alric whether he's going at 11.30 or 12.30.

Wah lao eh. Maybe I should just go rent some sad shows and watch them alone at home - train myself to be totally emotionless.
On Friday the 3rd of March, I'll be the True Xena of the East. :)

Will I find that pot of gold?

Ok byebye!