Snippets of Life-HX

I am having a random tummyache and I don't know why.
I always don't like to suffer without knowing what I did to cause it.

These days I'm hooked on Kelly's 勇敢温柔。

According to plan, I'm supposed to go break someone's heart. In the end, I got my heart broken (not achy breaky lovey heart kind of heartbroken but disappointed kind of heartbroken). I guess, really, what goes around comes around, and for me, it was immediate retribution.
To note: NEVER DO BAD STUFF TO ANOTHER HUMAN BEING EVER AGAIN. EVEN THE INTENTION TO DO IT IS UNFORGIVABLE.

I just went to visit my PJC chinese teacher, the one who indirectly made me a Pioneer, and Coach just now.
I'm supposed to feel happy, but somehow I feel a kind of intolerable hollowness now. The kind that forces me to write.

Jose Big Brother baked me an entire pecan pie for my birthday. I really love my boss and soon-to-be-X-boss alot. He's always cheering me up and making me feel very touched with his every action. He hardly feels like a boss, but I'm always willing to slog for him.
Really don't know what I'm doing when I decided to leave the company. What is it that I'm giving up.
But really, never turn back. Say and do it!

I can't live without emails from Trina and my girls when I'm at work.

I love my family.
I love my girls - Zhenqin, Jiajia, my PJ girls, Jacquelyn, Trina, Looloo, Xuanling, Irene, Vivis, Xiangling.
I love whoever's made a difference to my life.
I love whoever loves me and is always there to back me up.
I love myself and I will never change.

I'm still having that tummyache. Boo.