Hyena-tion.
Have been having negative thoughts lately.
How often do we have negative thoughts? VERY often.
What do we do when we get such thoughts?
Think happy thoughts and sweep negative thoughts under the carpet until someone flips the carpet over and messes things up all over again.
What are the chances that negative thoughts swept under the carpet have become more negative over time? VERY high.
Conclusion: When negative thoughts come our way, clear them. For me, I will act according to how I'm feeling at that time. 靠感觉 and blame no one when things still go wrong after a decision is made.
At this very moment and many moments in the week I've left behind me, I think and thought I'm not really doing what I'm supposed to be doing.
Talking about my job. I think it's getting boring. It's challenging, no doubt there. But the nature of the job is getting boring. It's not what I want to do. Nothing's wrong at work. It's me wondering if I'm contributing the most I can and doing my best for the world.
I mean, everybody has something that they can shine in.
A good teacher helps society nurture the younger generation.
A doctor saves people.
A kindergarten teacher gives kids something great to remember about their childhood.
A baker probably makes nice pastries for all those above. In his own unique way, he's motivating them.
As for me, I don't know what good I do on my job.
For people who have passion for it, they will find sense in doing it, somehow or another.
I haven't got it. I don't think I will ever really get it.
SHIT LAH. Such thoughts when I'm nearing my job confirmation is hell.
Luckily I always have the weekends to cleanse my silly brains and recharge for the following week.
BUT, that's sweeping things under the carpet ya?
Time to do some serious soul-searching and self-discovery or whatever you call it.
I am blessed enough to spend this weekend with my dearest Paparazzi-ed-Hyenas.
Sneak peek:
Jiajia.
Zhenqin.
Me.
US.
I know this is super 抱歉 but I like:
How often do we have negative thoughts? VERY often.
What do we do when we get such thoughts?
Think happy thoughts and sweep negative thoughts under the carpet until someone flips the carpet over and messes things up all over again.
What are the chances that negative thoughts swept under the carpet have become more negative over time? VERY high.
Conclusion: When negative thoughts come our way, clear them. For me, I will act according to how I'm feeling at that time. 靠感觉 and blame no one when things still go wrong after a decision is made.
At this very moment and many moments in the week I've left behind me, I think and thought I'm not really doing what I'm supposed to be doing.
Talking about my job. I think it's getting boring. It's challenging, no doubt there. But the nature of the job is getting boring. It's not what I want to do. Nothing's wrong at work. It's me wondering if I'm contributing the most I can and doing my best for the world.
I mean, everybody has something that they can shine in.
A good teacher helps society nurture the younger generation.
A doctor saves people.
A kindergarten teacher gives kids something great to remember about their childhood.
A baker probably makes nice pastries for all those above. In his own unique way, he's motivating them.
As for me, I don't know what good I do on my job.
For people who have passion for it, they will find sense in doing it, somehow or another.
I haven't got it. I don't think I will ever really get it.
SHIT LAH. Such thoughts when I'm nearing my job confirmation is hell.
Luckily I always have the weekends to cleanse my silly brains and recharge for the following week.
BUT, that's sweeping things under the carpet ya?
Time to do some serious soul-searching and self-discovery or whatever you call it.
I am blessed enough to spend this weekend with my dearest Paparazzi-ed-Hyenas.
Sneak peek:
Jiajia.
Zhenqin.
Me.
US.
I know this is super 抱歉 but I like:
posted by hanxiang at 7:17 PM
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