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I now conclude, at the age of 23 and supposedly armed with all the experiences I should have at this age, that the hardest and most painful question to answer is:

Are you doing what you really want to do?

Anyone that asks this question is the most cruel, but it might also be because he/she cares and feels that you are not doing what you're supposed to do.

Is this my calling? Can I imagine myself still doing this 3/5 years down the road?

Yeah, typical I know, but it's a question worth poring over.

What do you want to hear in those recollection speeches they make for the dead when you're lying in your coffin?

Many times I tell myself I'm happy as long as I'm satisfied. I'm not ambitious. But I'm not sure if this is the best for me, for people around me.

What if I can bring more happiness to people if I'm doing something else?

Like I've said before, we don't dare to dream because we're afraid to fail. Why bother to have dreams when they cannot be realised?

Sighs. Can't imagine I'm having my mid-life crisis at the age of 23. I guess I'm going to die at around 46. OMG, I better write my will now so that my CPF doesn't end up in the wrong hands.

Damn. Actually I think I know what I want. But it's silly now that I have nothing, except school fees I owe to my parents.

Life's supposed to be breezy. Why the hell did people who ask stupid questions appear? Leave me alone.

Same belief: Happiness is where you rest your heart at. :)


Oh yeah, photos of my birthday treat from my hyenas are on Facebook. Tan Zhenqin, don't create account, no pictures. SIMPLE.