ARGH.

Ok, what did I want to say?

Feeling angry, with lots and lots of reasons.

For a start, I'm on MC in the second month of my first job.
Sometimes I'm so out of control of myself while trying hard as hell to control myself that I get fed up.
Don't worry, I'm not talking about being violent this time, maybe next time. HAHA.
More of talking about my body and health.

Really annoying to fall sick when you have loads to clear in office.

I know, this yearning to go to work isn't healthy, but I can't help it yeah.

I'm going to waste my weekend being sick at home. DAMN! EET!

AND, I don't know, something is just missing.

A hole seems to have surfaced in my life and I'm suddenly greatly aware of its presence.
See, I told you. What you don't know doesn't kill you. It does when you know it.

BUT WHAT IS IT?

Getting cranky here as you can all see.

Please, give me strength to drive all these needless complaints out of my mind.

This will pass. I'll recover and go back to work! YAY!

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I typed the above yesterday.

Now I'm down with asthma. Talk about recovering.

Imagine not being able to breathe properly when breathing is basically what we all need to do to be alive.

I don't mind dying in my sleep.

Argh.