F for Father. and others.

Pa is such a chocolate-with-super-a-lot-of-caramel-malt-honey-and-strawberries-cheesecake. Yesterday I was saying that I suddenly feel like eating the ang ku kueh filled with salty tau sar. I thought it was just randomly said. In fact, my mother even scolded me because she was put off by the fact that I'm always being so random. When she buys I won’t eat. When she doesn’t, I whine about wanting it. Pa heard what I said though.

But he heard a little wrongly and so ended up buying salty tau sar piah instead of ang ku kueh. Actually I saw the tau sar piahs when he came home, but I thought he bought it for everyone, until he asked me just now if I mentioned I feel like eating salty tau sar piah yesterday.

I was like, ORH.. so he bought them for me! Suddenly felt very paiseh. Somehow not used to such affection by my Pa. Actually he’s always such a sweetheart, but it’s been a long time since he displayed it so openly. Normally he’s just nagging me for this and that.

Think Pa has been too tired with work. That’s why he’s been unfriendly for so long. Relatives and friends always say I’m my Pa’s favourite girl and I always bully him. I don’t agree with the favourite girl part (He loves all of us!) but I guess sometimes I’m really not a good girl. Luckily he remembers to be nice at times to make me feel guilty and want to be a nicer daughter. Yes, I’m damn lousy, I know.

Sometimes I tell myself I want to earn a lot of money so that I can bring them to many many countries to gai gai, like how they brought me to many many countries to gai gai when I was younger. And I want to bring them to have lots and lots of good food like how they fed and feed me with lots and lots of good food. And I also want a good job so that they can be proud of me. But I don’t like to make promises, because I’m afraid I won’t realize them.

I don’t usually do things for myself. I’m not a person with direction actually. My motivation comes when I know that if I do something, my family and friends will be happy. Except for volleyball and being lazy. They don't really encourage me to play volleyball and be lazy but I love playing volleyball and being lazy.

Anyway, I remember when we were young, Hanxu and I would always get threatened by our parents that they will die if we anger them by being naughty. We would start crying and telling our parents that we hate them. But actually we’re just afraid we’ll lose them. I can’t even stand the thought of it happening. Ok, don’t know why I started talking about this anyway.


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Anyway, the PJVB girls met up yesterday.

Agenda was to have dinner and talk rubbish till everyone can take it no longer.

Conclusion:

Peggan is still the girl-next-door and she's found herself a job at a bank. Woohoo!

Ying is having a sorethroat but still ate ice-cream due to lack of self-control and I'm starting to increasingly like her new hairstyle. Woohoo!

Kailin somehow seemed to have something on her mind but this made her succeed in disillusioning me that she's demure compared to her sister. Woohoo!

Kaiwen has evolved from the already-very-sampat sampat into a superly-incredulously-magnificently-majorly sampat Sampat-with-the-capital-S and she's nearly as cui as me when it comes to choosing crushes. Woohoo!

Hanxu, my sister, is still voted the best laughter-machine bunny. Woohoo!

Next time, I have to buy milk only at the end of our meeting because if left too long at room temperature, it will go cao serng. (It's Kaiwen's kind of logic. Nevermind if you don't understand this one. I don't understand either. You're not stupid so chill.)

As agreed, we ended the meeting when we couldn't take it any long. To be more precise, when we couldn't take Kaiwen's randomness any longer.





I love my girls mannn!



Ok byebye!