CUI
In case you were wondering, 灯塔 is my own composition.
Life has been good. I have all the time in the world to play around my keyboard, play volleyball and do other random miscellaneous stuff. Seriously, I'm getting worried about myself. I can easily pass off as a hermit. Everything solo.
Was having supper with some guy friends the other day and they accused me of not being daring enough about liking someone, (Pardon me, I still feel uncomfortable using the word love.)and that's why I'm still single.
For your information, I don't consider myself to have been attached before. The supposed boyfriend I had lasted for like, 2 months, before I felt weird about it and backed out. Ok, that was a nightmare ought NOT to be revealed but I'm just trying to provide some background information here.
Therefore, I've never been someone's girlfriend before.
And I'm really ok with it, even if Taiwan variety shows often talk about how cui it is to not have been attached before.
Ok, so they were saying that I don't have guts.
And I thought, HELLO? If I had been daring enough, fine, I MIGHT have had some boyfriends. (MIGHT, because I'm quite resigned to the fate that guys I like will never like me back. It's not like, I tell someone I like him and he will go steady with me. HAHA. GO STEADY.)
Anyway, once that struck me, I realised I'm lucky. I don't like the idea of having many ex-boyfriends. Once, I even wished that my first boyfriend will be my last boyfriend and then become my husband. I don't want so many guys whom I have feelings for in my life.
Hanxiang is highly incapable of multi-tasking.
Recently, I've been reading this book called "Thai Ways". I've decided to marry a Thai because 90% of them are kind and handsome. So nice.
Ok, this is rubbish. I'm just very interested in their way of life.
Anyway, I'm feeling quite jaded about Singaporean male beings already. As yet, none have shown me that they can be more MAN than I. Seriously, I think I'm stronger than most guys in some things.
I suddenly don't know what else to say.
I really enjoy letting people know how cui I am,
Hanxiang
Life has been good. I have all the time in the world to play around my keyboard, play volleyball and do other random miscellaneous stuff. Seriously, I'm getting worried about myself. I can easily pass off as a hermit. Everything solo.
Was having supper with some guy friends the other day and they accused me of not being daring enough about liking someone, (Pardon me, I still feel uncomfortable using the word love.)and that's why I'm still single.
For your information, I don't consider myself to have been attached before. The supposed boyfriend I had lasted for like, 2 months, before I felt weird about it and backed out. Ok, that was a nightmare ought NOT to be revealed but I'm just trying to provide some background information here.
Therefore, I've never been someone's girlfriend before.
And I'm really ok with it, even if Taiwan variety shows often talk about how cui it is to not have been attached before.
Ok, so they were saying that I don't have guts.
And I thought, HELLO? If I had been daring enough, fine, I MIGHT have had some boyfriends. (MIGHT, because I'm quite resigned to the fate that guys I like will never like me back. It's not like, I tell someone I like him and he will go steady with me. HAHA. GO STEADY.)
Anyway, once that struck me, I realised I'm lucky. I don't like the idea of having many ex-boyfriends. Once, I even wished that my first boyfriend will be my last boyfriend and then become my husband. I don't want so many guys whom I have feelings for in my life.
Hanxiang is highly incapable of multi-tasking.
Recently, I've been reading this book called "Thai Ways". I've decided to marry a Thai because 90% of them are kind and handsome. So nice.
Ok, this is rubbish. I'm just very interested in their way of life.
Anyway, I'm feeling quite jaded about Singaporean male beings already. As yet, none have shown me that they can be more MAN than I. Seriously, I think I'm stronger than most guys in some things.
I suddenly don't know what else to say.
I really enjoy letting people know how cui I am,
Hanxiang
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