Just growing up.

My life's like this ----------------> BLAH. Hmm.. not very exciting huh? What about this? -----------------> bLAh!!! I'm really cannot-make-it-ly lifeless ok? But at least I'm going to make some effort now to tell you all about what's happening. Please be appreciative lah! Hmm.. let's see.. I've been busy: a) attending lessons I feel like going to, b) skipping the others, c) being the usual loner in school, being the siao ding dong to my siao-ER ding dong friends, d) thinking of what to blog about but to no avail. Right, something just came to me. MONEY is an evil thing. If you asked someone slogging his/her guts out at work the reason for doing so, what sort of answer would you expect to get? a) For passion. (Ya right! Please bribe me before I believe you. Even soccer stars do it mostly for money.) b) For the colleague-cum-potential-gf/bf because I want to be able to help/impress/surprise/attract him or her while being able to complete my own work at the same time. c) Why do I keep giving MCQ questions in my blog entries nowadays? Ok nevermind. Anyway this option is here just so that there would be 4 options, The Standard Format. d) For MONEY. e) Others. Please elaborate: _________________ (5 options are given for NTU MCQ questions, I just remembered. How evil, trying to confuse us tikam people further.) Whoever chose options a,b,c or e, GET LOST! Friends are supposed to, at least, be honest with each other. Why are you lying to me? GET OUT OF MY SIGHT! Thanks. Anyway, my answer is (e). Elaboration: For my family because I want to let my parents live in comfort when they're old, support my siblings if unfortunately they're not able to earn enough for themselves, provide for my friends so that they can sit back and spend time with me coming up with more nonsense and laughing more like hyenas instead of work and lastly (how can I forget this?) donate to charity. Please do not copycat. I had to geng for quite a long time to get this perfect answer. Eh.. NO! It came naturally actually. I'm the demure, gentle, humble and depressed Korean actress who thinks too much, remember? This kind of answer is standard for anyone like me lor. Ok, please don't comment on this entry. I do not need your feedback. Haiya.. Why is the answer MONEY? a) I want my XXX sports car (that can most probably only hold two passengers unless someone is willing to sit on the deck and pretend he's starring in Mission Impossible as I sharply swerve left and right, imagining myself as Jay Zhou in Initial D, on the.. WAIT! What's the use of owning a sports car in Singapore anyway? You can't even drive above 80km/h? Face it!) Wah lao, we don't even need a normal car. Buses will do, right Ying? HAHA. b) I want to have a big house (that most probably will incur me such high taxes I'll soon be screaming 'HELP!'. If not, I'll be paying for it in instalments and who knows, in those few years I might just lose everything in investments thinking that they'll get me even more money so that I can upgrade to an even BIGGER house.. GOSH! Will I be ever contented?!) c) Hanxiang can't think of anymore right now. Getting stressed about tuition. TUITION?! *pulls hair* d) Oh ya, just thought of one. I want to be able to buy MANY MANY nice clothes, make-up, shoes and oh yes, nail polish. (This one, I understand because I'm a girl and ya, I've heard of many horror stories. Thank god I'm not really this kind of girl. Ti Gong Bo Bee ah!!!) Ok lah. I admit I'm exaggerating and assuming abit too much. Some of us have to slog just to get by. Maybe I think like that because I'm in university and people in university are like that. HOW SAD. Totally not like me. No wonder I'm the loner. It's their fault, not mine. I refuse to interact with them ok? Will just make me feel lousy and not ambitious enough. AND PLEASE STOP ASKING ME, 'THEN WHY ARE YOU STILL IN UNIVERSITY?' Well, if you have to know, it's because during the application period, I was suddenly inspired to take up some space in NTU with my BIG ASS. (Well, at times we get wrongly inspired.) And because I was going along with my parents' wishes. I told you I'm the submissive Korean actress didn't I? Sighs, you will never get it. Sorry, I gotta stop here. To go give tuition to.. errm.. 'earn my own keep'? Does that sound better than 'earn (pocket) money'? Eh, NO? It's ok, I'm not going to try anymore. No more time. TIME IS MONEY! MONEY?! Oh mann.. what am I saying?!?! Forgive me. Think I'm going through my 2nd puberty, therefore, getting confused about life again. Right now I really gotta go give tuition to my kid who's going through her first. I'm really going nutssssssssssssssssssssssss!!! So BYE.

At Bangkok's Airport. Zhenqin and me were vying to get the whole load of donated money for ourselves. Anyway, we would donate it back to charity again wat! So nevermind lah.

On another note, money gets in the way of friendship, see?