I WANT MOREEEE!!!!! (Part 2)
1. Office at NUS SUCKS! It's an XXXXXLarge freezer. Though the internet connection is not bad lah. Songs loaded very quickly.
2. My IMMUNE SYSTEM SUCKS! Ever since camp ended. Lack of sleep I suppose. I've not been clocking my minimum 8hrs per day.
3. My MOOD SUCKS! Suffering from depression because I miss the camp and the kids and everyone and everything too much. This camp is fatal. I only feel the effects after the camp. SHET.
Some people crossed my mind when I felt like sms-ing somebody to share to pain, but I decided I should be strong. And to makes things worse, some of the kids have been sms-ing and email-ing Hanxiang Jiejie to talk rubbish and get photos and etc.
Can they just leave Hanxiang Jiejie alone? Yes, this is what I call a love-hate relationship.
(Let's see if anyone has got telepathy with me and will suddenly message me to let me whine, before reading this entry. Like that then counted as telepathy what! Don't cheat hor.)
Add Points 1, 2 and 3 together and you get a sad and sick Hanxiang Jiejie at work.
But it's alright lah, at least I'm sick. Falling sick is fun.
No I'm not kidding. When you get sick SO RARELY like me, you'll start to appreciate the occasional germ attack. Because when you're sick, you enjoy special rights.
OH YES, somehow it makes me feel more like a Korean Soap Opera Actress. (Haven't been talking about my dream of becoming one for a while huh?) HO SEH!
I'm really really really missing my kids. BIG TIME!
I keep thinking about what we did during camp. Even the kid whom I caused to cry.
Oh ya, haven't written about this.
Ok, there was this boy who's hyperactive. Not hyperactive like me but really the hyperactive kind of hyperactive. He was giving everyone a headache throughout the camp lah.
He wasn't in my camp group. But he was in my performance group. Yup, the dwarves! ;) But he wasn't involved in the performance because he just couldn't settle down. That's not enough. He went around hitting and kicking the others. Then the boys (you all know one lah!) couldn't resist the temptation of using violence and fought with him.
How could we rehearse like that, right?
At one point of time, the Korkors who were in charge of the group with me were all busy with their own stuff. No choice, so I hugged the boy super tight. Locked him with both my arms. He struggled and rolled around and so, I rolled with him lor. Surprisingly that didn't take much effort. But I felt like he was a turtle and I'm the turtle shell.
Ok whatever!
Anyway, he was the one who got very tired and afraid. I think the loss of freedom to move around really hit him because he's hyperactive. It's like me loving volleyball and being threatened to NOT be able to play volleyball again. You know that kind of feeling?
At this point of time, a fellow Lao Shi (a guy) came along with the intention to help me. But I think he did it too strongly. He squeezed the boy's legs between his knees to force him to be good. I was telling him to not hurt the boy and let me just continue hugging him lah. In the end the poor kid started crying. I released him then and he was quiet for a while, just sobbing and lying there, tired from the struggling I guess. I felt so so so bad, because I kept thinking that it was me who caused it. Should have just let him continue running around.
But hor.. guess what? 2 hrs later, the boy was attacking his peers again. *sighs* But at least that took the heavy load off my heart lah.
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Apart from that, I had fun confusing the kids with my age.
Jing Hong, the Korkor in my group guessed that I'm Sec2. Exclamation marks please?
No, that's not it.
There was this Sec1 boy who kept trying to annoy me with his nonsense, like calling 'Mei Nu' from the second floor when I was on the third and after that laughing at me for responding. I know this is quite gross but PLEASE LOR, he was looking at me when I looked down to see who's the idiot who was making noise, can?
Then he asked me how old I was. I told him I'm 2 years younger than him and he started calling me Meimei (Younger sister, not pretty pretty. Not that gross, don't worry.) That makes me 11 years old, and he actually believed me. *faints* Somemore kept asking me to give him my email address. *faints again* But I admire his courage. He's a young and courageous buaya.
I'm really a record breaker for looking childish. I've got potential for Jie3 Di4 Lian4 mann!
YA RIGHT.
Hai.. I miss those kids.
More pictures to come!
Till then,
当我睁开双眼每一天
都会记得大家的笑脸
明白心中勇敢又多了一点
曾经哭泣也会看不见
未来总会有别的喜悦
就让时间翻开崭新的一页
你的音符你的脸
有种无声的语言
教我不退缩要坚持著信念
用音符画一个圈
经过都会被纪念
我想爱永远会留在你心间
每个人都拥有一个梦
即使彼此不相同
能够与你分享
无论失败成功都会感动
爱因为在心中
平凡而不平庸
世界就像迷宫
却又让我们此刻相逢our home
伤心时你会给我笑脸
让我感受友爱的原点
快乐地过有风有雨的岁月
失望和伤心在所难免
都会经历漫长的严寒
让这一切在我们心中沉淀
用旋律写张信签
放入你的心褃面
手牵手记录我们爱的和弦
用音符画一个圈
经过都会被纪念
我想爱永远会留在你心间
*sob*
2. My IMMUNE SYSTEM SUCKS! Ever since camp ended. Lack of sleep I suppose. I've not been clocking my minimum 8hrs per day.
3. My MOOD SUCKS! Suffering from depression because I miss the camp and the kids and everyone and everything too much. This camp is fatal. I only feel the effects after the camp. SHET.
Some people crossed my mind when I felt like sms-ing somebody to share to pain, but I decided I should be strong. And to makes things worse, some of the kids have been sms-ing and email-ing Hanxiang Jiejie to talk rubbish and get photos and etc.
Can they just leave Hanxiang Jiejie alone? Yes, this is what I call a love-hate relationship.
(Let's see if anyone has got telepathy with me and will suddenly message me to let me whine, before reading this entry. Like that then counted as telepathy what! Don't cheat hor.)
Add Points 1, 2 and 3 together and you get a sad and sick Hanxiang Jiejie at work.
But it's alright lah, at least I'm sick. Falling sick is fun.
No I'm not kidding. When you get sick SO RARELY like me, you'll start to appreciate the occasional germ attack. Because when you're sick, you enjoy special rights.
OH YES, somehow it makes me feel more like a Korean Soap Opera Actress. (Haven't been talking about my dream of becoming one for a while huh?) HO SEH!
I'm really really really missing my kids. BIG TIME!
I keep thinking about what we did during camp. Even the kid whom I caused to cry.
Oh ya, haven't written about this.
Ok, there was this boy who's hyperactive. Not hyperactive like me but really the hyperactive kind of hyperactive. He was giving everyone a headache throughout the camp lah.
He wasn't in my camp group. But he was in my performance group. Yup, the dwarves! ;) But he wasn't involved in the performance because he just couldn't settle down. That's not enough. He went around hitting and kicking the others. Then the boys (you all know one lah!) couldn't resist the temptation of using violence and fought with him.
How could we rehearse like that, right?
At one point of time, the Korkors who were in charge of the group with me were all busy with their own stuff. No choice, so I hugged the boy super tight. Locked him with both my arms. He struggled and rolled around and so, I rolled with him lor. Surprisingly that didn't take much effort. But I felt like he was a turtle and I'm the turtle shell.
Ok whatever!
Anyway, he was the one who got very tired and afraid. I think the loss of freedom to move around really hit him because he's hyperactive. It's like me loving volleyball and being threatened to NOT be able to play volleyball again. You know that kind of feeling?
At this point of time, a fellow Lao Shi (a guy) came along with the intention to help me. But I think he did it too strongly. He squeezed the boy's legs between his knees to force him to be good. I was telling him to not hurt the boy and let me just continue hugging him lah. In the end the poor kid started crying. I released him then and he was quiet for a while, just sobbing and lying there, tired from the struggling I guess. I felt so so so bad, because I kept thinking that it was me who caused it. Should have just let him continue running around.
But hor.. guess what? 2 hrs later, the boy was attacking his peers again. *sighs* But at least that took the heavy load off my heart lah.
-------------
Apart from that, I had fun confusing the kids with my age.
Jing Hong, the Korkor in my group guessed that I'm Sec2. Exclamation marks please?
No, that's not it.
There was this Sec1 boy who kept trying to annoy me with his nonsense, like calling 'Mei Nu' from the second floor when I was on the third and after that laughing at me for responding. I know this is quite gross but PLEASE LOR, he was looking at me when I looked down to see who's the idiot who was making noise, can?
Then he asked me how old I was. I told him I'm 2 years younger than him and he started calling me Meimei (Younger sister, not pretty pretty. Not that gross, don't worry.) That makes me 11 years old, and he actually believed me. *faints* Somemore kept asking me to give him my email address. *faints again* But I admire his courage. He's a young and courageous buaya.
I'm really a record breaker for looking childish. I've got potential for Jie3 Di4 Lian4 mann!
YA RIGHT.
Hai.. I miss those kids.
More pictures to come!
Till then,
当我睁开双眼每一天
都会记得大家的笑脸
明白心中勇敢又多了一点
曾经哭泣也会看不见
未来总会有别的喜悦
就让时间翻开崭新的一页
你的音符你的脸
有种无声的语言
教我不退缩要坚持著信念
用音符画一个圈
经过都会被纪念
我想爱永远会留在你心间
每个人都拥有一个梦
即使彼此不相同
能够与你分享
无论失败成功都会感动
爱因为在心中
平凡而不平庸
世界就像迷宫
却又让我们此刻相逢our home
伤心时你会给我笑脸
让我感受友爱的原点
快乐地过有风有雨的岁月
失望和伤心在所难免
都会经历漫长的严寒
让这一切在我们心中沉淀
用旋律写张信签
放入你的心褃面
手牵手记录我们爱的和弦
用音符画一个圈
经过都会被纪念
我想爱永远会留在你心间
*sob*
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