Zero-point-thirteen.

Life's.. not very good at the moment. I don't know why or how, but it's just feeling abit empty. Holidays are really of no use sometimes, does more damage than good. Sleeping takes up most of my time when I'm not either playing volleyball or singing at Kbox. Let me be honest. This post's gonna be rather boring. Zhenqin, Hanxu and me were at Queensway the other day and I think we started talking about guys. Now, let's wonder about something that we were wondering about that day. It was all rather by-gut-feel at that time, the discussion. I said that if I like someone, I will be especially mean to him. And I said that people who are mean to me are the ones who normally capture my attention. Alright, most guys are mean to me, I know but I don't know why. Ok, fine, I know why. They say I look like the type of girl who's up to it. 玩得起. So what I mean here is, I will be attracted to people who are especially mean to me. Violent by nature. Hanxu and Zhenqin said that's precisely why I always like the wrong people. Wah, THANKS. So what does it mean if I like someone now who's more special? Like, I don't really feel like being mean to him because he's always friendly, smiley and all. He's easily amused. He swears sometimes but is mostly nice. Ok, he laughs at me sometimes, but usually he's just warm and ya, nice. Correct lah, alot of people are nice. But you see, we only appreciate some of them. Isn't that always the case? Then again, guys are hard to fathom. Whoever said girls are the ones who are unpredictable? I think guys are worse. Guys like to say and do things they don't mean. They call it socializing and harmless flirting. I call it jerk-behaviour. Yup, but I guess I've seen enough to know it's all for nothing. Ok, maybe for fun, but that's all. Actually I don't know what else to say. My mind's jammed. Will continue when I think of something. So bye!