Weakling! Me!
Hate myself.. Why can't I just feel a little more responsible for my studies and results.. Knowing that I have a test today that will cost me 30% of my overall score, I still whiled my one week break away leaving my books untouched.. What did I do with my time mann? I don't know, I really don't.. And that is the worst part! I don't even know where I should start blaming and correcting myself.. AHHH!!! After retaking subjects so many times, I'm still so lousy! By the way, the test today is on a subject I am retaking..
It's not even a matter of being a good student or not.. I'm always able to still respect people who can't study coz sometimes, there are just people who are not borned to be good in their studies, but they have other talents, and they work hard on them.. Of course, I don't exactly see myself as someone who can study, BUT! I don't even make an effort to do my best, and THAT! is something I think I should despise myself for.. Therefore, I appeal to all of you to CONDEMN ME PLEASE!!! At least that might take some of the guilt away.. See! Classic example of making life easier for myself.. Putting the responsibility on others, finding excuses, blah blah.. Wah lao, I really don't know how I made it to University.. seriously! Sometimes I feel I'm gaining confidence and momentum, but somehow something will happen to send me falling back into the pits again..
I wish I can just ignore what my parents and people around me expect of me and do what I really want, like starting a restaurant or bakery.. Let's just not bother about the problem of getting money to achieve my dream ok.. that's just too depressing lah.. Haha.. But I cannot.. And as a matter offact, a degree really does makes things easier.. Well well, let's just have some faith in Hanxiang that she'll be able to wake up one day and fight harder for what she wants..
I wonder why I can work hard for some things like volleyball and be so laid back for things like studies.. maybe I'm just weird..
Anyway, some songs that I recently discovered to be very nice and think you all should go listen:
1)林俊杰 - 只对你说 (For the sweet.. Nice song for guys to use to chase girls)
2)刘耕宏 - 心动心痛 (For the melancholy and those who have waited too long for another song to touch their hearts)
3)温岚 - 眼泪知道 (For those who have just been dumped and have not cried enough)
4)王力宏 - Kiss Goodbye (Mr Wang has done it again! For the super lomantic), WanMeiDeHuDong (Hip Hop! Yeah, shake that ass! Haha!)
5)Kelly Poon - JiShiZhaDan (For the youthful and expressive)
Finally, I would like to say that.. MY BLOG IS NUTS! AS NUTTY AS ME! Coz the formatting is simply off.. duno why, doesn't matter lah huh? Haha..
It's not even a matter of being a good student or not.. I'm always able to still respect people who can't study coz sometimes, there are just people who are not borned to be good in their studies, but they have other talents, and they work hard on them.. Of course, I don't exactly see myself as someone who can study, BUT! I don't even make an effort to do my best, and THAT! is something I think I should despise myself for.. Therefore, I appeal to all of you to CONDEMN ME PLEASE!!! At least that might take some of the guilt away.. See! Classic example of making life easier for myself.. Putting the responsibility on others, finding excuses, blah blah.. Wah lao, I really don't know how I made it to University.. seriously! Sometimes I feel I'm gaining confidence and momentum, but somehow something will happen to send me falling back into the pits again..
I wish I can just ignore what my parents and people around me expect of me and do what I really want, like starting a restaurant or bakery.. Let's just not bother about the problem of getting money to achieve my dream ok.. that's just too depressing lah.. Haha.. But I cannot.. And as a matter offact, a degree really does makes things easier.. Well well, let's just have some faith in Hanxiang that she'll be able to wake up one day and fight harder for what she wants..
I wonder why I can work hard for some things like volleyball and be so laid back for things like studies.. maybe I'm just weird..
Anyway, some songs that I recently discovered to be very nice and think you all should go listen:
1)林俊杰 - 只对你说 (For the sweet.. Nice song for guys to use to chase girls)
2)刘耕宏 - 心动心痛 (For the melancholy and those who have waited too long for another song to touch their hearts)
3)温岚 - 眼泪知道 (For those who have just been dumped and have not cried enough)
4)王力宏 - Kiss Goodbye (Mr Wang has done it again! For the super lomantic), WanMeiDeHuDong (Hip Hop! Yeah, shake that ass! Haha!)
5)Kelly Poon - JiShiZhaDan (For the youthful and expressive)
Finally, I would like to say that.. MY BLOG IS NUTS! AS NUTTY AS ME! Coz the formatting is simply off.. duno why, doesn't matter lah huh? Haha..
posted by hanxiang at 9:09 PM
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