Something wrong ding dong + 我不会可爱

I've been feeling like I'm in another world altogether.
I think Heaven, but Hanyan said it's Hell.
I don't know. Maybe I'm just possessed. Sometimes I forget what I've said or done.
It's like there's too much going through my mind. Too much for me to handle. But strangely I feel I have the power to do alot of things. HMMMMMMMM.

I think I'm just being super low on situational awareness nowadays.

Or maybe it's just me allowing myself to be tired. Finally. No work. Slack. Time to fall ill, lie on my bed and have nothing to do.

BUT SHET IT'S CHINESE NEW YEAR!

I'm so tired I don't even look at cute boys anymore.
You know what? I guess it's because missing somebody takes alot of energy.
No wonder I hate somebody so much. He's taking the fun out of my life BLAHHHHH.

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I named the song 我不会可爱 after Luo Zhi Xiang's 我不会唱歌 because I think it could have sounded a lot more adorable but somehow I just cannot make it lah whatever!

Cheesiest song ever but nevermind. The person it's meant for is a lot worse.


巧克力溶化开在口中
甜甜的滋味涌上了心头
这一种感动 从来都没有
像天空挂上了彩虹

现在想起还像在做梦
那天你突然亲了我额头
你不懂害羞 害我要常脸红
小心我跟爸爸妈妈说你欺负我

你总喜欢这样望着我
我问你在干什么
你说就是喜欢这样看我
受不了你每次的无厘头 却感觉到一股暖流

年末的寒冷作借口
"我爱你" 当成魔咒
不讲理地把我拥入怀中
轻易地让你把我占为己有
其实也是我的错

OK BYE.